I am "Done"

[SmawesomeNycz]

Hello all,I know I am not a clan member but I have spent a lot of time on your servers and need to say this like I have said to my own clan. I am writing to say that I am temporarily done with FPS games and specifically any multiplayer FPS games including BF4. I have said this before but I really need a big break from them. They have become a poison in my life that has tortured me and ruin my life. It has overtaken me to become a bad friend and bad clan mate as well a gamer in general and a bad person overall. I over think everything while gaming no matter how hard i try not to. I have played listening to music while gaming and being in my own squad, works for a little bit but then one things leads to another and i click. I need to spend my attention else where. I need to get another job and focus on that and focus on God more. All of my Battlefield games will be uninstalled and hidden from my games list. I have been praying I just know this is what he wants for me. I apologize for my anger and annoyance in game. I am very sorry to Craig, ChromeLightSabre, TBGFAST, the pS Clan, the AZTK Clan and anyone else i have offended. I hope this break will help me become a better man of God, a better man for my family and a better man for my friends. I hope you all forgive me.

 

[Iguanidon]

Good luck in your endeavors. I myself have been on a 3 month hiatus from serious gaming for medical reasons and life. Feel free to drop by again when you're ready.

 

[ChromeLightsaber]

No worries.
Sometimes I look at my hours played and think, 'Man, what a horrible use of time'.

 

[Iguanidon]

Lol no shit @ChromeLightsaber
How do you think I feel haha.

 

[Matt-aka-FAST]

All forgiven, you weren't too bad in my opinion. But take the time you need and when and if you do return, remember just a game , play it for the fun of it, like a hobby.

 

[TheCoyoteHunter]

Best of luck!

 

[Snakebabies]

Sometimes I look at my hours played and think, 'Man, what a horrible use of time'.

my counter to that: I'm not out scoring drugs, and hookers...I'm not fucking other women, and I am not out getting into trouble.

And strip clubs, I'm not at strip lcubs

 

[H4wk]

Take time away, maybe in a month or two you'll play again on a limited basis. .


Take care my friend

 

[1968USMC]

Good luck to you. I play only when I'm not working and only few hours. This is my only vice well not counting drugs JK.....

 

[SmawesomeNycz]

UPDATE: I have a full time job now working at a supply chain for CAT doing second shift. So i get off at midnights and apparently no one is ever on the INFANTRY only or Locker servers when i get home.

 

[H4wk]

People have moved on to BF1. I've been working on a single player FPS in UDK. That has occupied my time, as I might get BF1 at some point in the future. I'm kinda burned out on BF4.

 

[Im_all_outa_love]

UPDATE: I have a full time job now working at a supply chain for CAT doing second shift. So i get off at midnights and apparently no one is ever on the INFANTRY only or Locker servers when i get home.

Come to the BF2 BF3 maps server, it is still full most of the time after school is out.

 

[Snakebabies]

, it is still full most of the time after school is out.

and on weekends

 

[SmawesomeNycz]

luckily we actually have this saturday off so i will be online....SMAW ALERT